Friday 29 May 2009

Here it goes again,


[-2?]
I should be revising.
But i'm gonna' blog before i tidy up, and then revise.
I'll probably blog later too.

I don't really have anything to say.
apart from i hate doctors :|
and parents.

and i cannot wait for these exams to be ovvvvvvvvvvvvver.
i'm going to sleep alllllllllllll day for four days straight :) yuuuuumm.

I'll probably have a lot more interesting things to say (or not) later, when the day has actually finished, then again, i probably won't, ahhhhh i need to revise, because i am a major panic and I am, for sure, going to fail these exams, and then I most definetely will be disowned, and I don't even think that i'm kidding anymore, I genuinely think my mum will say that i couldn't be her daughter or something.

so i'll write later.
ciao for now!

Quote 001.
"It is, at the most basic level, a bundle of contradictions: a desire for power that strips you of all power. A gesture of strength that divests you of strength. A wish to prove that you need nothing, that you have no human hungers, which turns on itself and becomes a searing need for the hunger itself. It is an attempt to find an identity, but ultimately it strips you of any sense of yourself, save the sorry identity of "sick". It is a grotesque mockery of cultural standards of beauty that ends up mocking no one more than you. It is a protest against cultural stereotypes of women that in the end makes you seem the weakest, the most needy and neurotic of all women. It is the thing you believe is keeping you safe, alive, contained - and in the end, of course, you find it is doing quite the opposite. These contradictions begin to split a person in two. Body and mind fall apart from each other"

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Quote 002.
"A strange equation, and an altogether too-common belief: One's worth is exponentially increased with one's incremental disappearance."


Both quotes --Wasted, Marya Hornbacher
(hurry up books!)



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